Bye Bye Xinli

it's been 2 weeks since xinli and jesslyn came over. it felt like it was just yesterday when they landed here in melbourne.
yet, xinli would be flying back to malaysia tonight already *sobs*

despite the dramaz that happened earlier, i really hope that you enjoyed your trip here
i'm really glad to have you guys here so i could show you what i love and hate about melbourne =]
of course, sorry that i didn't have the time to show you more (eg. brunswick, mornington, smith's street, chapel st., fitzroy etc.) but you're always welcomed to visit me again!
minus the drama definitely so don't worry. hehe


the skinny poo with her last cup of freddo's ice-cream before she left

i will see you in malaysia VERY SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON, mmmkay?



SIGH
SWOT VAC IS HERE!
so much stuffs to cover, so many lectures to memorize....

my biggest movation is,
TWO more weekends and i'm HOME!
omfg
fuck this shit



PS:
update on my Taiwan trip:
jee wei will be tagging along! YAY!!!!
bringing Big Ass? =)


PPS:

my bedroom flats from PeterAlexander <3
see, my feminie side is still intact


PPPS:

stumbled onto Guess in D.F.O. and all the jeans were only $40!!!!!!!
of course, i grabbed two pairs of skinnies =D

I heart Lady Gaga

fell in love with the song "Paparazzi" <3




life's been O-KAY. not fabulous but okay
it's the last week of uni and all my classes had ended
from now on, i shouldn't be thinking about anything else except for study, study and study

don't worry, i will survive
3 weeks more and i'm home to embrace the love
can't wait
seriously
you have no idea what would i give to be home now
oh well

all the best to all my friends who are sitting exams too
GOOD LUCK!
xoxo





PS:
will be traveling to Taiwan with my parents in july
nothing to shout about but it's gonna be nice to spend some quality family time together
and hopefully get to visit my couzy there


PPS:
there are 34 swine flu cases in victoria already
and
the number is gonna increase drastically within the next 48 hours

YERRRRRRRRRRRR
scared


PPPS:
if i ever have a 21st birthday celebration, will you come?

One of my all time favourite shops: ZARA

let's ignore the previous depressing post
i'm feeling much better now and thanks to those who really care. you know who you are =]

in order to replace it with a new post, here's short one

whenever i go back to malaysia, i would definitely definitely shop in ZARA.
i really love the stuffs there and the quality is decent. at least the stuffs i got from there are not your typical Made-in-China shits!
price wise, it's not really too expensive BUT i always buy alot during sales so i can't judge

i go there so often that whenever i'm in shopping malls, the first thing my dad said to me when he called me was, "In ZARA ar?"
wtf

and for some fucking reason!!!! WE DON'T HAVE ZARA IN AUSTRALIA!!! WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!! every other country has ZARA but not here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY WHY WHY!!!
PLEASE COME PLEASE COME!!! PLEASEEE???!!!!!
or if H&M decided to come, i won't mind either =D

while i was procrastinating, i checked out their latest collection in their website and i am so loving what i see!
simple, elegant and CHIC!



i love how the clothes are not extremely feminine but rather edgy
that white dress in the middle is so pretti <3



OMFG
i so wanna get my hands on those chanel-inspired tweed jacket!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and and and that white boyfriend blazer!!!!
so basic and simple yet so chic!
apparently washed out jeans are IN at the moment =]



if only i were skinny, i would definitely go for the looks in this one!!!!!
yay for flower prints dresses and skirts


argh
that electric blue blazer is calling out to me toooooo!
i love those sandals. i'm so gonna check them out when i go back in june. CAN'T WAIT!



even their mens wear are pretty awesome
simplicity rocks! just a plain tee with blazer and it's HAWT!



OMFG
MALAYSIA!!! I MISS YOU LONG LOOOOOONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


PS:
my dad promised, fine dining/cuisine every weekend! bwhahahaha
fat die me ar


PPS:
saw that parody of Beyonce's "All the single ladies" with Justin T. in it
OMFG
SO FUCKING HILARIOUS!!!!!!!!!!
go youtube! quick!

F*** MY LIFE

i thought i no longer need an EMO post but
obviously i was wrong

with all the dramaz going on right now together with the fact that the exam stress is driving me crazy
and i'm so fucking homesick it's not even helping
i have no idea how much longer am i gonna last

i just had a loud cry and my eyes are like bengkak now

i really wish it's hormonal or like PMS but my period is still fucking far away so it's definitely psychological
*sigh*

what's my problem you may ask...
my problem is, i'm destined to be a loner
i'm just sad how things turn out the way they are

to start things off, i'm an only kid with absolutely no sibling who would always be there for me, no matter how much you fight
NONE
so, sibling love - ZERO

then, i don't have many friends to begin with and now i realize that the ones i have are slowly drifting away

let alone my love life which is absolutely pathetic that i don't even wanna talk bout it anymore. let's not go there
partner love - ZERO


there left me with love from my parents
i know my parents love me very much and i'm proud to say that i'm blessed and can't ask for more


let's go back to my friends, i tend to get too attached with the ones i'm really close with because they are the ones i considered as "siblings"
however, it makes me wonder at times if they really feel the same about me.

sometimes, it's really not like what you give is what you get
you give your 100% and you may only get 40% back
it's never a fair trade in relationship
God is never fair
the world is never fair


i really should refrain myself when it comes to building a friendship so i won't go too deep and hurt myself badly as things go wrong


that's all


i apologize if you had to go through all that
but then you would feel happy and blessed with what you have


enjoy your weekends people =]



PS:
i will be fine
i just need to rant

Dinner @ Berth

This was from last Saturday when we had a glam outing with the bitches =]
it's a super belated birthday dinner for shan. it's so belated that even her own mom was confused whose birthday dinner it was! HAHA
we went to the Berth Restaurant at the Docklands.

the food was superb of course!
the kangaroo meat was super delicious. it's the first time i tasted kangaroo meat though
the salmon was well cooked with the center part still remained pink-ish. YUM!
the chicken wrapped with bacon stripes was heavenly
the lamb shank was really tasteh while the meat was super soft
the mushroom risotto cooked with wine was awesome tooo
OH! I SUPER LOVE THE MASH POTATOES! the flavours~
too much Master Chef! HEHE

wah
now i'm drooling




while waiting for the tram at the stop but the tram didn't come in the end so we had to take taxi instead. ish



super nice okay!






camwhoring session!
love the 21st-tiara! so pro and pageant-ish!






after that, we went back to shan's place for desserts!
eleanor, yee and jess went to get cakes from Lygon st while me, shan and maddy went back first.
very spontaneously, shan suggested we should bake cupcakes while waiting for them!
then, we decorated the cupcake with our initial using sprinkles =]






CAKES CAKES CAKES!!!!!!!!!!
fat die me~~~~~~~!!!!!








black and white dress is the trend!
and yay for long legs~ bwahahahahaha



we definitely had fun that night and we kept viewing pictures until middle of the night
how bimbos of us!



please ignore my vain-ness. i super love my outfit for that night!
shaddap

dress: Forever 21
blazer: ZARA
tights: TopShop
heels: Forever New
bag: Chanel
headband: Diva

it's combination of my favourite shops!


love my TopShop tights!!!~
wwooooohooooo~


and check out my M.A.C. super long lashes :D


PS:




PPS:
i'm caught in the middle again
someone please shoot me


PPS:
i'm still learning the art of giving and sharing
i'm been an only child for my whole life as i gain ownership of everything, without having to share