i will be leaving in my few hours' time
oh gawd
and
wow, i didn't even blog about my fabulous chinese new year yet i have to get ready to go back to melbourne already
being me, i'm sad and tears keep streaming down my cheeks. ahhhhh~ wtf wtf wtf
i'm so sad, i can't even swallow my food and i don't feel like bringing anything back to melbourne.
however, i'm lucky to have two of best buddies over to spend the last and toughest night with me, fill me with laughter and occupy my thoughts with happy things instead of the fact of me leaving.
additionally, we also spent the nigt watching "Boys Before FLowers" [although i already finished the eps the night before] and i was happily drooling at Go JunPyo. bwhahahahhaa.
this time, going back would be difficult because the 3 months holidays back home IS awesome and the bonds between me and my family members + friends grow even stronger than ever.
nothing is better than home.
no matter how, the fact is i still need to go back
*sigh*
i starts to sob when i know that my parents would be even sadder than anyone else..... especially my mom.......
this is the most hurting part.
i'm gonna miss them soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.
xoxo
see you guys back in melbourne!
my friends who are already back there are the only motivation for me to go back.
haih
