Just because it's HALLOWEEN~

yay!
it's halloween!
i have the urge to dress up and go around to scare people on the streets!
but nah, i shall stay at home to be a nerd =]

HOWEVER!
i shall put up some interesting pictures from donkey years ago, in conjunction with Halloween!
well, the pictures weren't taken during Halloween of course, i mean people in malaysia just don't give a shit about Halloween.
we prefer the Chinese Ghost Festival!
(-_-) wtf

anyway, we had this event in a primary school held by the Renjer Puteris. there were food stalls, games booths and we were assigned to set up the "Ghost House"
very lame la but the target market was all 7 and 8 year-olds so turning the lights off in a classroom with us grabbing them occasionally and unexpectedly was good enough to send them screaming for their mums

we took it very seriously anyway.
we had drawn on fake blood using the Buncho water colors and shit loads of make-up


WTF


lai hui looked so old and haggard here!


Ming Yi as the scary dead kid


kei ying with scars all over
HAHAHAHA
funny la haiyoh
look at the fuchsia eye shadow!


lai hui looked more decent here


AHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
sorry la, thats me and zin
BWHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA
now you know why i don't wanna go back to my long black hair


and of course!
jesslyn totally beat us all for being the scariest
bleeding from the eyes!
hehe


okie dokie
HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!



oh, how can i forget...

lol

PS:
stupid tv programme
i was expecting some good horror movies tonight!
damn it


PPS:
last day of uni today
time flies


PPPS:
tomorrow would be the 1st of November, i shall start counting down the days of me going home!!!
the initial date of my flight is on the 29th
IF i get to change it, i would be going back on the 22nd!
YAY~


PPPPS:
ivan feeding me info about shopping in Hong Kong
wooooooooohoooooooooooo~
yesh, the trip is on =D

What The Fuck Chuck?

i cried after watching the latest episode of Gossip Girl
because of the love story between Chuck and Blair!

urgh


I HEART THEM BOTH



love is such a bitch



I LOVE CHUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i so wanna touch his face!
yesh, touching my laptop screen was the closest i could get
lmao
when he appears on screen, my heart beats faster which also shortens my life span. fuck it
I WANT MY CHUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shit *slaps self for being delusional*


geez
no, i didn't get the episode from Ivan, i online streamed it because i couldn't resist
dayem


xoxo


PS:
i've heard of the major increase of prices Chanel is gonna imposed on those nasty little flap bags starting from 1st of November...
i am also truly aware of the incredibly brilliant low exchange rate at the moment
what can i say...
i am VERY tempted


PPS:
i had dinner with Brianna then we went Dolce for gelatis, her reaction towards "Durian" was... refreshing!
"ewwww, did you smell that??!!! is there a big bin some where??"
"umm... i think it's the Durian flavoured ice-cream they have here"
"what?! did you say "two-rat"?"
"no no no, it's a kind of fruit. it's their specialty here."
"oh gawd, here comes the smell again!"

i'd totally forgotten about ang moh's negative reactions towards Durian!
then i told her about how they have Durian in Fear Factor while we asians LOVE Durian!
i also mentioned about century eggs and Balut eggs to creep the hell outta her =D



PPPS:
my biological clock is so fucked up

Just a taste of it....

jeng jeng jeng...
we had a SUPPLIES birthday party for Ivan and he TOTALLY bought it because everyone was such good natural liars.
needless to say, he was happy to the max with a smile plastered on his face throughout the entire buffet lunch. hehe.


there were 16 people at the buffet lunch and guess what, there were only 3 guys not including Ivan himself
(=_=)
lol

sorry for the not-so-great photo, not everyone knows how to function a Big Ass AND a wide angle lens


anyway, jess made reservation earlier at this restaurant called New Quay in Docklands.
of course, the place has to GLAM GLAM GLAM.
bwahhaha


GLAM OR NOT?! SAY! SAY! SAY!~~~~~~~

then hor
damn funny!
ivan was not supposed to know that whole bunch of sakais were gonna be there so we had to hide behind potted plants at the entrance of the restaurant, before he arrived
14 people!!!! trying to squat and hide while jotting up at times to check if he and jess were coming towards us
of course
it was absolute chaos! with loud laughters and screams. hello, mostly girls... can you imagine?!
*shakes head*
let me show you some caught-in-action pictures as i was paparazzing the whole time!




(=_=)


after about 15 minutes?! well, it definitely felt like 15 minutes. cheh!
they finally arrived!!!!!!!!!!

there's ivan's priceless surprised/blushed face!
then there came us singing happy bday song and the candles blowing session.
oh ivan, did you even remember to make a wish?! hahaha


sorry nia, we only got you cheapass mud cake from ALDI =D




OKAY!
FOOD TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's a buffet!
and a group of asians!!
can you make the connection yet?!
i have to say that the food was pretty good! absolutely love those desserts!!!!!!!








LOOK AT THE AMOUNT OF SMALL PLATES SHAN MANAGED TO EAT!!!!




This is Boris, and we thought he looks alot like Kung Fu Panda!
so cute! haha


3 noobsters at the fondue fountain
(=_=)



KIAP-NESSS!


the only 4 guys at the event
hahaha


after we finished...

have to calculate the bill
wtf
who the hell brings a scientific calculator out for lunch one???!!!


the bio-med gang!



oh yea, we also shared a Lacoste bag as a present for him =]




PS:
OMFG
SO HOT ONE
me is sweating like a pig


PPS:
CHUCK IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAWT
OMFG
I AM SO IN LOVE WITH HIM NOW
i would re-watch the entire season just to see him!
and and and
HIS SEXY BRIT ACCENT~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
so effortlessly sexy
oh gawd
did anyone watch the latest episode??!! like SO HAWT!!!

shit
now i sweat even nore
(=_=)

I hate to say this oh well~

ignore the angsty and depressing rant below, i felt horrible when i woke up today, found myself alone in the apartment.

however, i lightened up...
... as i walked to the law library with Irina, making stupid remarks and jokes about our agents and landlord on the way.
... as shan belanja-ed me a box of brownies baked by yee
... as i spent two hours of psych lecture with Brianna, laughing and gossiping about mundane things and people in the lecture. she gets to watch Porn for her research paper can?! she showed me her bag with videos from the library about Porn!!! HAHA! kononnya, writting about how Pornography shapes women's sexuality =D
... as i had dinner with the forever crazy, hyper Salihah and the perverted Al.

human needs friends to survive, social needs is big part of the Maslow's hierarchy of needs. DUH


i shall stop stressing myself and make myself sad because life is too short to worrying about things not within our control (i.e. the housing issue).
whatever will be, will be

last but not least,

let's get nerdy and study for exams!!!!!!!!


PS:
i still miss my family very much
*sigh*

PPS:
i still hate my landlord

PPPS:
damn it
i couldnt sleep every night!
guling guling until 5+am yesterday.
argh




no matter how much i try to deny it or how much i try to hide it under my crazy laughter and sarcastic sense of humour, deep down inside... i know i'm feeling extremely stressed, depressed and defeated. it has even reached a point where suicidal thoughts start to creep into my thinking. on the less serious occasions, i just felt like hooping onto a flight home and leave everything behind!

there's exams coming up which i have no confident in answering, let alone scoring. on top of that, the grades for both my cognitive and social psychology lab reports turn out to be the worst nightmare ever. in fact, most of the people i know also did badly for them, even the forever-confident-ang mohs. i started to doubt my choice of path, thinking if i'm capable of doing this.

besides, we were told that there would be no practice exams question for the cognitive psychology! STUPID SHIT! THEY DAMN LAZY OKAY!!! no question, how do we test our knowledge?? how do we know if what we study is enough for exams??!!! how do we know what kinda questions to expect???!!!

to pressure it even more, i plan to go on exchange in my 4th year (i need to apply at the beginning of next year) which means the results for this semester would be included in when counting my average. so far, i've managed to maintain my average on par with the needed score but i have no idea how long i can hold on to that. screw it.

i know i know
anyone who's in the uni at the moment are all facing the same situation as i am so i shouldn't be complaining.
in fact, i'm fine with exams, i even like making notes and studying for exams in comparison to doing assignments.

the things that get onto my nerves the most are my homesickness and the stupid housing issue. i can't get my mind of the housing issue which then affects my studying!
it has been more than two week and i've still got no news from the agent. i sent him an email earlier and he still hasn't reply or anything.
he and the landlord are wasting our time!!!
if he doesn't want to lease the apartment to us then LET US KNOW! we would look for somewhere else!

oh gawsh
the nightmare of the whole "roam-around-for-inspections-fight-with-30-other-people-hand-in-application-wait-for-agent-to answer-sign-contract-pay-money-pack-things-move-clean-unpack-things" is going happen again.
that process sucks very much okay!!!!!!!!
and i would have to stay back in aus to do those shits!!!!!!!!!!!

why does everyone else get to stay back at their old place with nice landlord who only imposes reasonable increase of rent while i get cocky landlord who is unresponsive and demand for absurd increase???!!!
i hate my life



I WANT TO FUCKING GO HOME
GOD DAMN IT
WHY IS IT SO HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


lastly, AUSSIES ARE SO LAID BACK AND LAZY IT IS PISSING ME OFF BIG TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh gawd, this is indeed the culture difference!




seriously people
if you're planning to come melbourne or wherever in australia, just be prepared for the worse.

Mini Volvos are so adorable!

there was this cycling event held at Lygon Park. i was obviously attracted by the HUGE crowd and encouraged by my procrastinations.
since cycling was definitely not my cup of tea, i went to stalk cute kids in their mini volvos instead!
I LOVE THOSE MINI VOLVOS!!! felt like stealing one home. dayem it


the real size Volvo xc 90! my dad's dream/retirement car.
on the day i had to leave for melbourne, i "forced" my dad to let me take it out for a ride. i can assure that he was totally in fright!!!!!!! holding on to the passenger handle and dared not say a word
however, it's a "gentle giant" (Yee, 2008). big but easy to control and definitely the safest car ever!

here are the pictures of the kids! i love kids!!











shit
i'm such a stalker
oh yesh, those were all taken using the telephoto 55mm-200mm lens =D



PS:
sigh
i miss home i miss home
my mom doesn't dare to talk to me just now because our convo always end with me squealing "I WANT TO GO HOME" while sobbing with tears
hahahaha
damn sad
ish


PPS:
shit
less than a week till exams