Cheer Up

Thats exactly what i need right now...

it's the old yet very true saying again:
you need to live your life no matter you are happy or sad anyway, so why don't you choose to be happy instead? everyday that passes by just bring us closer to death, treat each day as if it were your last.
being emo and depressed will only make things worst

i shall stick to my all time favourite quote:
LET'S BE GAY~
[Gay as in "HAPPY", you homophobic bastards]

anyway, i was just thinking... i havn't seen my parents for more than 2 months now. i miss them alot. really. they are the closest people on earth. i won't even know what to do if i ever loose them. i try very hard to stop myself from thinking about it but the day is gonna come anyway.

i never like accepting the ugly truth. i'm the ultimate coward. this explains why i never like going for medical check-ups. i don't like to find out what's wrong with my body. i would prefer to die instead of going under all the things to "fix" my body.






i remember how i was super excited when school reopens when i was still in high school and primary school because i love seeing my friends in classes again~ besides, i luv wearing school uniforms. hehe
but things have changed...

classes in uni are starting tomorrow. i guess it's the same for many other Unis as well besides Melbourne Uni. this is also mean we are closer to HOME. how i wish i could just hop on a plane now and fly back to malaysia. how i wish i'm done with all these craps NOW... yesh, i meant studying overseas

oh well, we have no choice but to grit our teeth, bite our tongues, hold our breath and survive through one and half months of torture, we would be rewarded with freedom and joy.



lately, i have alot of worries on my mind. can your believe that i couldn't sleep yesterday night? i felt like my brain was gonna explode and i can assure you that it would be beautiful.


notes to self:
i need to cheeer up and relax.
i need stop myself from being influenced by the evil depressing vibe.
i need to stop over-analyzing things
i need to stop procrastinating
i need to stop interpreting everything negatively




ah
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!
i'm sure good things will come after the pain, just like there's always rainbow after the rain.
if we havn't been through ugly shits, we won't know what is genuinely "beautiful".


on another note,



CHEER UP everybody~
i seriously need to be GAY!



listen to Feist's song, "1234"; it's like the "IT" song now because it's used in the latest Ipod Nano ad =]






PS: i'm soooooo full at the moment because i just stuffed myself with a POT of basmati rice. guess what, we had dinner in Bismi Restaurant... again. i'm so full now, i can't move. i nid to drink ENO to help my digestion. ugh. serves me right.

PPS: my laptop is PATHETIC. only 100+mb left!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!! i need a new computer!

PPPS: i want to go the beach again! and take pretty pretty pictures!

Super Tulan

WHY?!
because UNI is starting in ONE DAY'S TIME!!!!
thats why


i thought watching a comedy such as Rush Hour 3 would help and it didn't!
i laughed for one and a half hour in the cinema earlier and now i'm depressed again.

to add salt to the wound, i havn't finish my Macro assignment which is due on wednesday

and to add chilli powder to the wound, I AM FUCKING WORRIED ABOUT WHERE TO STAY FOR NEXT YEAR CAN?!
it seems like i can't find a decent and affordable place. i feel abandoned and helpless.

my exams time tables are out and i'm free by 14 of november!
however, i would most probably have to stay for another week to settle my accommodation for next year. this is pissing me off! i wanna go home early but i can't!


i soooooooooo wanna cry now
seriously




on another note



my ROCK STAR shades broke earlier!



my ROCK STAR SHADES!!! i luv my rock star shades!
you know... the shades which boosts my narcissism level sky high whenever i have it on since it covers 80% of my fugly face... makes me looks all mysterious and cool... and ... ROCK STAR-ish!

RECAP!

THIS rock star shades


THIS rock star shades


THIS ROCK STAR SHADES!


ahhhhhhhh. my shades





and you wanna know what happened to it?!



THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED TO IT!!!!!!

see!
i couldn't even stop myself from laughing out loud when i took this picture -.-
i'm the next CAPTAIN HOOK!


apparently one of the plastic glass dropped out because the rim cracked. i didn't even know how did that happen.

one day, i was walking on the street, i heard "kriaaaaaaaaaak kriaaaaaaaaaaaak" and the plastic glass fell to the floor.
i swear to God, i didn't make that up and it was hella embarrassing




i even tried to mend it with super glue but it didn't work. haha




oh well
it does suck to be me




PS: yesterday was the I-GAMES event and i went there to give support! i managed to snap pictures all day. i was trying out my telephoto lens and attempt freezing sporting actions. it was pretty cool and fun!

PPS: i'm stil EMO. HOW?!

I'm NOT happy

i'm not happy because 2 weeks of break is ending soon

i'm not happy because i didn't get to do much academic reading and finish assignments as I'd planned. boooo me.

i'm not happy because i didn't get to go clubbing tonight since it rained and everyone bailed out

i'm not happy because i'm soooo bored that i started reading novel, "The Memory Keeper's Daughter"

i'm not happy because the internet in Palmerston is running at snail's speed

i'm not happy because Assy's computer crashed and god knows how long before she comes online again

i'm not happy because i feel super LONELY and i think PMS is coming

i'm not happy because i've gained soooo much weight over the break!

i'm not happy because my hair has become my trademark "AUNTY HAIR"

i'm not happy because i miss malaysia and i miss the food in malaysia even more

i'm not happy because my blog is deserted

i'm not happy because i can't watch all the new seasons of tv series which are coming out at the moment! GRRRRRRRRRR




oh well
hopefully some dose of Russel Peters jokes and authentic indian accent will cheer me up =]



PS: I-GAME in melbourne uni tomoro~ i'm gonna go and cheer~ and eat free pizza

PPS: watching Rush Hour 3 on Sat! weee~

Happy Birthday ELLIE~

it'sELLIE's 19th birthday today~

she's one of my BFFs back in wee Seremban. she's kind and helpful all the time.

it's kinda weird when i think about how we met.
we only met each other 2 years ago in our add maths tuition and before that we were strangers who weren't even in the same class in school. however, within this short period of time, we became besties.

she always come my house to hang out. she's more of a "domestic" kinda girlie girlie girl who enjoys sewing, cooking, manicure, make-up and baking. oh yea, she's also my PACKER! she helps me to stuff everything into my luggages everytime i had to leave for melbourne.

btw, she's super popular among guys but she's single so... guys, keep trying =]




anyway, she and xinli have been making me lotsa D.I.Y. stuffs for my birthday and some special occasions such as X-mas. therefore, i had to send them presents as well.

for this year, i went and bought a short sleeves jumper and made a couple of postcard sized birthday cards for ellie. i posted them on 20th and surprisingly ellie managed to receive them on the 25th! the postal system is pretty good huh






i luv making postcards. i snip snip snip... stick stick stick... doodle doodle doodle and WOALA~


the jumper from JayJAys


i recycled xinli's crappy wrapping paper for my birthday present. haha. damn, couldn't believe that i don't even have a single sheet of decent wrapping paper in my room.


my messy wok station. i flipped through the magazines to look for cool graphics for the cards.

okie dokie!
PICTURES OF US~


uuuugggh. old pictures dated back in 2005.


our egg tarts and cheese cake day~


SUSHI DAY~ gotta do it again some other time


when i left for melbourne in 2006


before i left in June 2007





...:: LOVE YOU LOTS ::...



PS: we played around til midnight for mooncake festival yesterday. guess what?! it's laterns burning ceremony tonite~ oh boi

PPS: omfg. holidays are ending soon!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Day

[note: if your internet is super slow (like mine), i suggest you click on the tittle of this post so the loading of other posts won't slow down the loading of the slideshow. thank you]

last sunday
i had so much fun

we made use of the $2.50 sunday saver and went all the way to Brighton Beach.
it was sunny... just perfect for a day at the beach

i luv all the pictures we had taken that day because every pic is just so beautiful.

anyway, i made this slideshow. i picked the pictures and edited some of them.
no major photoshopping because all the pictures are just as pretty as they originally are.

i can't help but smile everytime i look at it

please take your time to finish the slideshow.

it's beautiful. i promise



i luv the beach and the sea
i luv my friends
i luv sunny days with clear blue sky
i luv my Big Ass Camera
i luv holidays





PS: HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL EVERYONE! we are gonna have a little celebration tonite. wee~


PPS: i'm officially in luv with GREY'S ANATOMY.

getting soooooooo FAT

i've become sooooo fat til i don't give a damn anymore . well, not like i'm skinny to begin with.
pheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessh

this is all because...
i go out to eat eat eat and EAT!
during the holidays

okay, this may sound boring for most people .. but it's definitely bizarre and exciting for certain kinda people like me.

u know...
people who's soooo stingy and NEVER eat out although she may die of hunger.
people who NEVER miss a meal in Palmerston although the food sucks at times.
people who's the last person u will ever meet in an eating place
people who swallows her drool when she looks at people around her eat and acts like she doesn't care
people whom you won't even bother asking to join for dinner/lunch because she will NEVER go.



however
things are different for holidays~
i eat out as long as i have the chance to. i don't care anymore...


i've been spending like how i was told despite the fact that i still feel the pinch whenever i see my 50 dollars notes being changed for coins



so this post would be about the food intake i'd had for the past few days =]
i'm gonna make you drool like you mean it.


Copperwood on Lygon
on tuesday night, we (me, jess, shan & yee) The Pies went out for cakes in Copperwood Lygon. it's been awhile since we last sat down and had a really nice long chat/gossip. it was good.

do you know how fattening it is to have supper?! and we had CAKES! creamy, egg-y, sweet, choc-y calorie packed cakes!

omfg
jess's mom is not gonna love this


The Pies, who aren't afraid of the attack of the fats~ we believe that the harm ain't that bad, rite?!


evil chocolate Mars bar cake. it was soooooooooooo good. i could hear the church bell ringing~


i think this is some lime cake. very tasty as well. see that block of creamy thingy?! it's soooo good and we just won't care

Mamak Food in Lazzat on Lygon
it was thursday afternoon, after i rushed to the post office to post a parcel. OMFG, the post office here is like an old folks' home. you can smell it the moment u enter the antic glass door. all the workers there are soooo old that you would get a 3 figures number when you add their ages up. they are sooooooooo slow. can die

after that, me, shan and jess decided to go for Roti bomb on Lygon. our crave was so strong we won't even complain about going all the way to the restaurant which is situated at the end of Lygon street.

we ordered 3 teh tariks for ourselves, a roti telur and roti bomb. anyway, the food is incomparable to Bismi Restaurant we went earlier. definitely.

yesh, i still had a buffet coming up for that night on that very same day =]
i would be soooo bloated


heavenly teh tarik


i luv teh tarik


Roti Telur



All-You-Can Eat Buffet in Crown
i bet u've already known how we, asians DO it in a buffet. we grab everything we could and we forever manage to stuff ourselves to death with the food. i know it's unhealthy but that's our culture. denial just wont do us any good

i tagged along with Janet, Gezzel, Avril and Carisa (eeek, i hope i got your name right) to have buffet in Crown

i cant say the food is heavenly. well, it's not as good as the ones we have in malaysia but with the kinda price we are paying in melbourne, the food is considered not bad.

we were there till the place was empty. i guess it was about 9+. then we brought Carisa around coz she's an american Vietnamese who travels around Asia ALONE and happened to stop by melbourne. gosh, i wanna travel tooo~

we went into the Crown casino. i was super hyped becoz it reminded me of Las Vegas which also means it reminded me of JOSH DUHAMEL~

oh yea, the guard at the entrance blocked me although i'd showed him my so called "dodgy ID" and he just won't believe that it's me in the cheaplak blur picture. he went "IS THAT YOU?!" so he requested for another photo ID and i showed him my melb uni card. finally, he let me in with his meh,-this-asian-must-be-cheating look. i knew he just won't believe me.
fine, i changed alot can?!

the "dodgy ID" part is because apparently one of janet's fren wasnt allowed into the casino because she's a malaysian and the guards hate our "dodgy malaysia ID". very racist huh?!

man, these guards... they are way too obsessed with their responsibilities... and they aren't even hot. SCREW THEM



me and janet


Gezzel, Avril & Carisa






more choc cakes *faints*


Avril trying to pick up one of the Ratatouelle mouse. we were so loud in the arcade.


GROUP PICTURE~


we hung around til 11pm. it was sure fun.



KimchiGrandma on Bourke St.
as for today, janet came over to Palmerston house to discuss about the macro assignment. obviously i havn't really thought bout it so i just stared blankly at jess and janet throughout the discussion. argh, i'm so slack and definitely stupid.

the discussion didn't take long so janet stayed for awhile in our place. before you knew it, we (,e janet, shan and yee) decided to make a trip to the city for lunch~

weee~ i cant be happier. DUH!

we went for korean food

OMFG
the food was sooooooooooooooooooo good
seriously, i'm not a big fan of korean food but i think the food served in KimchiGrandma was fantastic.
way way way better than those you get when you are in korea.


my mouth is watering as i was going through the pictures. YUM YUM


today was a sunny day. the sky was blue and we were happy =]


me & Janet


yee & shan

behold~
FOOD FOOD FOOD!


FREE refillable side dishes!


i didn't like Kim-Chi at all! but i do now!








BBQ calamari!


very spicy. me likey


BBQ chicken


ahhhhhhhhhh
i luv food

it was a great meal. okay, i can't stress how i luv the food anymore
after the meal, we headed home
as we were walking home, we came to the Parliament House (i think). the place is very pretty. thats why i saw wedding couples taking pictures there.

awwwwwwwwwwwwww
make me wanna do wedding photojournalism even more. i just love weddings.


check out the tiny cute kiddos in suit and small gown. SUPER ADORABLE!!


I WANNA BE A WEDDING PHOTOGRAPHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


okay~ maybe not. BUT I REALLY WANTED TO BE A WEDDING PHOTOGRAPHER!!! i believe i can do better!



since the place was so nice, we took some pictures there as well =]
look how blue and clear the sky was!!!!!


yee


i luv this picture


group picture










i adore food


guess what
more food tomoro~
DIM SUM FOR BREAKFAST~
bwahahahah
no one's gonna recognize me when classes start


PS: i'm watching Grey's Anatomy. damn.

PPS: why do i feel like my brain isn't working the way it should anymore?!

PPPS: time flies. one week of enjoyment is ending soon. will start studying nex week. i promise myself

PPPPS: heading over to the beach~ gotta take more pictures~ DUH!